Sunday, January 30, 2005

Step Up.

Who are you to think you can change the world for the better? Who do you think you are?

Saturday, January 29, 2005

In darts we trust, so trust your darts!


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Originally uploaded by kanicman.
Once a month, try and get into some music your've never heard before. There is a lot of fantastic music out there which will help you lay fantastic paths in your mind. Open it up a little and you'll enjoy life just a little bit more. It's worth it and don't worry about the rat race so much, you're not a rat, you're great.

Thursday, January 27, 2005

What goes up. Does it?..

Now and then you might find yourself drinking bourbon at 8am. It might come after some pretty heavy thoughts, heavy dreaming. Lately I have embraced positivity really intensly and with that I've found where evil lurks. It's in your self doubt and the constant yet subtle reminder that our existence is limited to a guess as good as mine. Radiating positivity is very draining, that's why I'm trying to be physically and mentally as fit as possible. A close friend lost one of her close friends yesterday and it triggered a lot of my thoughts over the last 12 hours. As they say, life is that fragile and we really do need to make the most of it. I still have a lot of tension because I am still waiting to see if I have been offered a position. I believe this position means everything to me and I am so scared of the results. I believe in it holds the answer to whether I can change the world for the better. Do ten push ups right now. You can thank me later.

Wednesday, January 26, 2005

Wake up and smell the water.

Instead of waking with a cuppa, try starting the day with a banana, a couple of glasses of water and a few push ups (whatever your confortable with). I've found that you feel alot better. A little more effort for much better results.

Australia Day Celebrations.


Sam
Originally uploaded by kanicman.
Sam (pictured) and other close friends (in the pool) enjoyed a fantastic Australia Day yesterday (our national holiday). As you would imagine, mass amounts of beer and snags were consumed in a traditional Australian fasion. Highlights include Jamie 'borrowing' a megaphone from his work (definaltey in the right hands at Hurtle Square) and Dan and I creating a new drinking sensation we dubbed 'vince' (Jose Cuervo Tequila and 'V' energy drink)
I'd have to say the most enjoyable Australia Day I've experienced. C'mon Aussie, C'mon, C'mon!

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

Picnic.


Dan
Originally uploaded by kanicman.
Dan (pictured), his girlfriend Renee and a friend of mine Boo, invited me to a picnic on Sunday. I said once that good, clean fun was exciting me for the first time in a long time -and the picnic came through with results. Still keeping off the smoke and not looking back. Still drink a lot. My dreams are so vivid, no seriously, I have an intense imagination and without being clouded by all these substances I can dream so intensly again. I am waking up cold with my bed literally soaked through with cold sweat. I'm keeping a close eye on myself and I thank myself a million times over for returning to clarity. Put it in, it's what where here for.

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

Don't expect the unexpected.

Wednesday night. Beautiful -drum and bass- set at a pub in the city, more importantly: surrounded with most of my closest friends + caught up with my best mate for the first time in the new year, everyone had what seemed an enjoyable night. Going out mid week is interesting because it doesn't have the built-up hype of a weekend night. Lighting changes everything. Meeting people from other countries is always interesting. I met a beautiful girl from Germany, a chilled dude from France and a drum and bass fan from tha UK. I love life and so do you (really, don't you) Peace and whatever else floats your boat thats completely positive. Bruce Lee.

Monday, January 10, 2005

Clarity.


friendsbeach
Originally uploaded by kanicman.
Still adjusting to life without smoke.
I have so much energy, I don't know what to do with myself.

I decided to work full time for a few weeks at the place
I usually work casual, mainly to occupy my mind, make cash,
kill time before news on the position I applied for.

I went to the beach today (after work) with three close friends
and it was a pure, simple, smile creator.

Being more active in the world is exciting me for the first time in a while.
Good, clean fun is exciting me for the first time in a while.
Keep it real.
Bruce Lee.

Saturday, January 08, 2005

Void for Sale.

I have the car, the keys, cash, but not my mind, motivation.


Just like we were discussing, take it out of the equation.
(I'm pretty convinced now that weed plus any scenario = a lesser scenario)


There's enjoyable effects but it's hard not to compare it to T.V now.
(A person in the room who thinks he's better than everyone and talks over everyone)
((Generally he doesn't have a lot to say))

Wednesday, January 05, 2005

Self Destruction, Part Two.

"I will be in touch in the first week of February to notify all applicants as to whether or not they have been successful. Best of luck."

Looks like I'll be waiting a while longer.
I have to focus on some other things in the meantime.
Theres too many things I should be investing my time in.
I'm eating and exercising well for the first time in a while.

I want you to take me,
I want you to take me,
I want you to break me,
I want you to throw me away.

Tuesday, January 04, 2005

Prosperity 2005?...

The new year is going great. Everything's making so much sense these days. I'm on edge because I still haven't had a cigarette this year and I'm waiting on some very important information regarding a job I'm going for. I will let you know more when I find out a conclusion to this on edge madness. Keep it real. Speak soon.

Saturday, January 01, 2005

HAPPY NEW YEAR


blog
Originally uploaded by kanicman.
speak to you soon.