Self Destruction, Part Two.

"I will be in touch in the first week of February to notify all applicants as to whether or not they have been successful. Best of luck."

Looks like I'll be waiting a while longer.
I have to focus on some other things in the meantime.
Theres too many things I should be investing my time in.
I'm eating and exercising well for the first time in a while.

I want you to take me,
I want you to take me,
I want you to break me,
I want you to throw me away.