Rak. Nok. Happy.

humans are just flashes of consciousness.
a sum.
they add and build to the entire sub-conscious as they genuinely create negative or positive energy.
i’m a flash of positive consciousness.
-DM

The Hand That Feeds.

just how deep do you believe_

will you bite the hand that feeds/
will you chew until it bleeds/
can you get up off your knees/

are you brave anough to see?
do you want to change it?

(Y/N) >_

Bushwalk.

Sam and Joe
Originally uploaded by kanicman.

Went for a treck into the hills of Adelaide with Sam (pictured), Joe (pictured) and James. The unexpected adventure was pretty cool.

Showreel.

All the time I should be there with you,
but maybe I'm just searching for the truth...

'Very Superior Quality' Barossa Brandy

Your goals become so clear when you're broke, have no full-time job, no petrol, a phone with no battery or charger and no girlfriend. It's like the clarity you have moments after you ejaqulate (not thinking of sex for once). If only that clarity lasted -in both cases. We should all have fun in the meantime :)

Halcyon & On & On (and on and on)

Still feeling decent, but I'm growing pretty tired of all the 'me time' I have. I have no full time job at the moment and still living at mums, I have little bills to pay. My main motivation for full time work is so I can get my own place asap. As you might have guessed the traineeship I applied for wasnt filled with my boots (the story is more eliborate than I care to type, ask somebody). Today was Valentines Day and you can see the pressure on all the couples to have such a great day. I saw a lot of girls by themselves with flowers or heart shaped balloons etc (sadly, I presume at least one had bought them herself). If I had a girlfriend at the moment, I would have given her such a great day yesterday and not seen her today (fuck supporting mass market holidays, I think in the end the negatives outweigh the positives). Regardless, I had an enjoyable day because rather than driving (ok ok, I'm broke with no petrol) I walked long distances with my iPod. Unwanted change forces the most brilliant moments in life.

Fly.

Change.Mold.Break.Growth.Free fall.Realise,

Holier Than Thou Bullshit.

Seems what I'm seeing as the return of my clarity/logic is distancing myself from a lot of people I care about.
You can use logic to such an extent, you isolate yourself. This is a tough one.

Divine Moments of Truth.

Feeling better/clearer. I relise I haven't been sleeping because I really am that worried about the traineeship application. I've forced myself not to care that much and have already found new connections. Take the time to understand entirely who you are and clarity will ripple throughout reality. The only way to be successful with anything is clarity.

Free (when you purchase).

Free when you purchase
Originally uploaded by kanicman.

I can't sleep. So far I have been relating it to my new found fitness -I believe my body is needing less sleep because it is in better working order. After tonight however, it is slightly worrying me. I didn't get much sleep Saturday night, had a big day yesterday and I woke at 3am this morning. I have little chance of sleeping again. Friday (11th) will be the last day of waiting as to whether or not I get the position I applied for. Fankly, I'm sick of waiting and will be very glad to move on or move in. Light on anything increases its sale price. Peace, and hope your getting decent sleep!

Love Is All.

Tom and Ed
Originally uploaded by kanicman.

Tom Rowlands, Ed Simons -Thank you so much. You guys made this a point in time I will remember with so much happiness. Thank you Chemical Brothers, for making the 16 hour line up more than worth it.
You two truely are a guiding light. Peace.

"You'rve got Anticipation!"

"You'rve got Anticipation!"
Originally uploaded by kanicman.

Mail is driving me nuts now -my own fault for hanging hard for an important email. Go you little red one, one day you'll be important, I swear...

It was a madmouse, but every cloud has...

silver lining
Originally uploaded by kanicman.

After 16 hours, a lot of alcohol, new found friends, a huge lack of humanity, near riot conditions (hundreds cutting in que due to the lack of a system that works) a friend turning 21, we came out of it with tickets to the Big Day Out 2005. When you work hard for things, you appreciate them a lot more. Peace.