I'll always smile and mean it before you do.

Frustration has become such a numbing feeling to me -to the point of not being that bothered by it any more. I am frustrated creatively, professionally, socially, sexually. I wonder what connections they have to each other. I haven't lost my faith in karma and logic -I've been in worse places for sure. Time seems to be going so damn quick. How much of life will find you and how much of life do you have to find?

Stopped drinking/drugs for a bit so I can think about these things with a bit more clarity. Working full time so I can save a handful of money and gain some contrast/perspective.

How much do you want it?